good riddance and goodbye.

the 1st blog ever.

this was my 1st blog. the one i used to rant about everything a secondary school kid would rant about.

but first of all, what are the things a secondary school student would rant about?

1) puppy love.

smirking huh? not so fast. every secondary school teenager has gone through this period. its already embarrassing to recall the things you've done in secondary school all for your 'love', yet recounting the tale to somebody else. you would spend your money on valentines day, for that 'love' of yours. buying gifts, etc. and the success rate of you getting into a relationship = x %

x = define yourself.

2) stress (with regards to school, family, relationship (not again -.-) )

i realized teenagers love to complain how unfair their life can be, or how unfair is life towards them. in actual fact, the things that are making most teenagers unhappy are super trivial. But we do realize, as we grow up, as boys become men in serving national service, there are greater problems that exist in this world. problems that could pre-determine your destiny. problems that could shape your life for the next 20-30 years.

whatever we do now, we will be accountable for what happens 20-30 years later. to think we were depressed over some girl/guy who didn't like us (-.-), or why our parents were so strict on us, or feeling sian about school, wanting to join the workforce.

talking about school, i miss school.

3) etc.

i can go on & on, but i'm sure everybody has a different teenage experience. it may be sweet, may be bitter. but every single one's unique. and to say farewell to teenage-hood, some throw a birthday party at a chalet/clubhouse. Some prefer a more intimate celebration, with a few close friends and parents.

As i said, everybody has a different take on everything. and so far, for the past 21 years, it has been an eye-opener for me, especially in recent years. its an education experience a classroom cannot offer, but its these kinda experiences that teach you the hard way, via pain and experience.

as i'm about to embark a new chapter in my life, i pray for the best.

p.s: less emo, more content, more colors from now on!

in consideration to mich's comment, 

8th September 2009 | 2317 Hours

finally went for BTT today, and i passed! actually, everything was a breeze, except for the last 5 mins when the guy beside me acted pro, look confident, didn't double check his answer and ended the test with a big FAIL on his screen.

it made me chua sai for 5 bloody mins, and another minute to pluck up the courage to end the test. book FTT at the end of the month, i'm chionging for all the theory lessons asap since my brain's still functioning well. anyways, for those who have livejournal, add me there instead. i realised i update my livejournal more often than here..

it has to end.

i've gotta stop whining and start winning.


this is how i really feel when i've gotta juggle between a levels and NS.

please please please!

the question is,

a desktop upgrade or a new laptop?




*prays for singtel or starhub to come up with fantastic re-contract deals for IT Show*

i came up with this quote, part 1.

the bestest birthday present you can ever get is something you'll probably won't or NEVER get.

Taufik Sani, wannabe political scientist or mass-communicationist.

kuala lumpur, here i come!

i'm going to the United game in KL on 18th July 09! WOOHOO!




basically, all my friends HAPPENED to be Liverpool fans who're willing to pay 88 Dollars to watch Reina and Itanje as strikers against a Singapore XI.

Therefore, i'm going there myself via flight and hook up with friends or relatives who happen to go there for the United game also! probably be staying in KL for probably 3 to 2 days, taking the chance to try holidaying myself and doing things at my own pace. never taken a flight by myself, checking in myself and stuff. its gonna be an experience man.



CAN'T WAIT FOR JULY.