adam, alexis, muz, victor and ying.
its a small group of friends, but it was the time spent together that i wanna highlight. its been so long since i immersed myself in the spirit of camaraderie. when you get even 300 mins of some time together with your friends, you treasure those moments.
you don't get to meet them everyday.
you don't get scolded with them by not doing homework.
you don't get to endure together during PE.
you don't get to bitch with your bffs or whatever during breaks.
you don't get to queue at the nearest macs with them after hours of lectures and tutorials.
you don't get to enjoy bus/mrt rides home with them.
even just now was just a short meet up, the bullet that pierced through my head also knocked some reality into me. i'm no more a student. i'm a young adult now. no more donning the school uniform and looking forward to meeting school mates on weekdays. heck, even when i'm retaking A levels, i'm labelled 'Private Candidate' by SEAB.
that means you're on your own, there's no one taking care of you ANYMORE. you answer for all your failures or successes. even for NS, once you POP-ed, you're alone. there isn't anyone left that would go save your ass. you break it, you pay it.
thats life Taufik. its there for the taking.
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